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Lost Alone and Crying

Journal Entry: Sat Oct 15, 2005, 9:04 PM
To be alone, to cry alone, to sit and look at the walls around me and be reminded of him. Why cant I remove these pictures of my past, pressed to the wall when I loved him. Why in my blurry, misty eyed misery can I not tear down whats tearing me up. Inside i feel hurt, in my heart I feel love, and in my mind I feel stupid. I knew what was in the letter, in the writing, in the words. I didn't need to open it, but I did. I found hurtfull sentences of words I didn't say and never intended to, thoughts placed in my mouth I never thought. Yet I cried uncontrollably for something I loved so dearly that I had lost control of. Not just lost but taken. I didn't loose it, it left, I didn't let go, it walked away. From the troubles in my life I see Im alone in this blinding world of fear. In this mistaken identity of reality. Do I really comprehend whats going on- or am I making myself hate him, so I don't have to miss him...

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 20
  • Current Residence: TEXAS
  • Interests: God, DANCE, art, photography, writing, literature,
  • Favourite movie: anything of the 1960's era
  • Favourite band or musician: anything that makes me move
  • Favourite genre of music: Country, Jazz, Alternative
  • Favourite artist: Hoper
  • Favourite poet or writer: Max Lucado, Francine Rivers, John Grogan
  • Favourite photographer: Bill Cooper...Ansel Adams...Charles Gurche
  • Favourite style of art: spontaneous photography
  • MP3 player of choice: video ipod
  • Favourite game: chess
  • Favourite cartoon character: roadrunner...or anything from the classics
  • Personal Quote: There are some that are wise. And there are others that are otherwise.

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Devious Comments

~silmeraana:iconsilmeraana: Jan 11, 2008, 9:12:32 AM
It's been forever since I've even posted anything! Seeing your comments made me think that maybe I should change that. :)

Hope you're well!
~Dee-ehn:iconDee-ehn: Jul 11, 2007, 3:21:37 PM
Thanks a lot for favving [link]

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~haidokawaii:iconhaidokawaii: Apr 9, 2007, 9:09:12 AM
Thenks for the fav ^_^

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=BrigetteMora:iconBrigetteMora: Dec 9, 2006, 2:14:48 AM
Thank you for faving Hectic Snapdragon, how did you come across it?

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~bend-break:iconbend-break: Nov 18, 2006, 7:39:42 PM Mood: Joy
i love your dance pictures!

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~twistedgurl1232:icontwistedgurl1232: Nov 25, 2005, 8:59:13 PM
Thanks for the fav's!
~Confidential18:iconConfidential18: Nov 19, 2005, 12:52:22 PM
HAPPY B-DAY....Hope today is all that you wanted... hope to hear from you soon

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I never saw a wild thing
sorry for itself.
A small bird will drop frozen dead from a bough
without ever having felt sorry for itself.

D.H. Lawrence
~Confidential18:iconConfidential18: Nov 5, 2005, 11:08:41 PM
i am more sorry than you could ever know i was very confused at the time...i know thats no excuse but i was...if you want me to call you i will and we can see when we both have time to sit down together.... well i hope to here from you soon.

Courtney

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I never saw a wild thing
sorry for itself.
A small bird will drop frozen dead from a bough
without ever having felt sorry for itself.

D.H. Lawrence
~Cerberus0687:iconCerberus0687: Nov 2, 2005, 10:09:03 PM
im sorry it took me so long to get back you, i wasn't sure if letting you back into my life was the smartest thing to do. i've been hurt alot recently by the people i gave my heart to, and i honestly just didn't know what would happen to me if it happened again. you left once and that was hard, he left once that was over, she left once i thought i didn't care, but he left again and me world fell apart around me and she left again and i felt more alone that i have in my whole life, because i didn't even feel as though i had myself anymore. If that even makes sense. We should get together though Im sure you have changed and I do want to keep in touch.

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~Confidential18:iconConfidential18: Nov 2, 2005, 7:20:33 PM
for a while there i thought you would never answer...which i new i deserved... i think you are a beautiful person and i hope you know i am always here... and i would love to keep in touch... alot has changed...maybe we could talk sometime just you and me ya know just catch up.... peace love and happiness is all i wish for you.

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I never saw a wild thing
sorry for itself.
A small bird will drop frozen dead from a bough
without ever having felt sorry for itself.

D.H. Lawrence
~Confidential18:iconConfidential18: Jul 18, 2005, 8:41:31 AM
hey lacee i know you probly dont want to hear from me but i can across your site and ....well i guess i just wanted to say you are a beautiful artist and dont forget it ....well i hope things are good with you ....ya anyways see you around ..

Courtney

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I never saw a wild thing
sorry for itself.
A small bird will drop frozen dead from a bough
without ever having felt sorry for itself.

D.H. Lawrence
~Dee-ehn:iconDee-ehn: Jun 16, 2005, 11:44:11 AM
Thanks a lot :)

(feel free to comment and fav it :p)

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~Cerberus0687:iconCerberus0687: Jun 16, 2005, 10:04:47 AM
no prob you've got some amazing stuff...i like...:)

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~Dee-ehn:iconDee-ehn: Jun 16, 2005, 2:14:11 AM
Thanks a lot for adding me to your friends list, I like that :)

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You learn to love animals, when you get to know people.

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~mizzkimz:iconmizzkimz: Apr 12, 2005, 7:37:23 PM
awww..i LOVEEE your pictures..theyre soo amazing! theyre so beautiful!! :love:

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~famish99:iconfamish99: Apr 12, 2005, 5:44:53 PM
thanks for the :+fav:

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~Fysosrohar:iconFysosrohar: Mar 31, 2005, 7:13:14 AM
Thanks for the fav yo =)

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~love4me:iconlove4me: Dec 21, 2004, 6:29:55 PM
Wel, Ilooked through your gallery, and it is a great start! i hope to see more from you soon!
~silmeraana:iconsilmeraana: Nov 28, 2004, 9:19:43 AM
Lacee!!! I didn't know you had an account here! Yay, now we can keep up with eachother's work and still do our critique thing!
~DonXavier:iconDonXavier: Nov 27, 2004, 10:25:32 AM
Lacee? That's an interesting surprise...

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~megumi-chan:iconmegumi-chan: Nov 26, 2004, 9:53:37 AM
Lacee ^_^ it's good to have you. Welcome to DA.
=darkrune:icondarkrune: Nov 25, 2004, 10:25:45 PM
Going to take a wild guess and say you're from Westlake.

Welcome to dA!

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